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The shore pulls me further.

Journal Entry: Wed Aug 11, 2010, 12:13 AM


hello.

i had mention id be back like before. unfortunately dont see that happening at the moment.

If anyone has anything important to say please just note me here.

Also many thanks to the people who faved.Cosmic Butane by sadist-oldman and Attack of Mr.G by sadist-oldman

and my new watchers.

I TRIED BUT 600 hundred messages are too many. i never delete what has not been read and answered. so hopefully in due time i will
reply to you guys and check the many new deviation.



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  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: my own thoughts
  • Reading: Hunter.S.Thompson
  • Watching: events of the future
  • Playing: in the fish bowl
  • Eating: my intestines
  • Drinking: the poison from heaven
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:iconhangmansjoke:
HangMansJoke Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2010  Student General Artist
Best wishes from Canada to you, my friend.
You're not alone, trudging through the mental muck.
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2010
thank you, hope things are not too bad at your end.
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:iconra76:
ra76 Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2010
:hug: ....it's all I got
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:iconsadist-oldman:
sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2010
its more than enough :hug:
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:iconphosphoratus:
Phosphoratus Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
MATE! I hope that everything is ok!!!
The flood the flood! :fear: :ohnoes:!!!! :hug:
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
the flood has not affected yet, otherwise i would not have a pc, rather i am stuck with some mental shit and also going through something you just went through. but i think it was my mistake.
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:iconphosphoratus:
Phosphoratus Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010
DX *gasps*
I hope You're allright!!! U can fight with Yourself, but not with nature :(

If You want we can talk! I'm here if You need me, my friend.
I was there, and I can help somehow! :hug:
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2010
thanks Marius no by shore its not implied the nature . it is me mental health and life issues.(similar to what happened to you.)
but i am much better, seeing more positive days now.

But thanks alot i really appreciate it.

have not checked you work individually have it in my watch. but got to say the drawings seem to be improving.
check these two out they have a similar anatomical style. :iconadflictus: :icontimebush:
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:iconphosphoratus:
Phosphoratus Featured By Owner Aug 27, 2010
I'm glad that You're feeling better, my friend :hug:
Remember, I'm always here if You want to drop some bad emotions :manhug:

No problem (:

That's ok :D awwwwwwww thanks! >w<

oh oh oh! Will check them out now! :eager: thanks!!!!!
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2010
hey thanks, im almost out of my mental rut.
now to kick the drugs!!, not the prescribed one.

sorry, i know you hate druggies.:|
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:iconphosphoratus:
Phosphoratus Featured By Owner Dec 10, 2010
I hope Yar oky doky now! :wave: I was thinking about You, mate! :manhug:
Kick out the drugs! (he sings to the Pink Floyd's melody of the song- tear down the wall ) :D

that's ok :-3 sometimes they help, as long as they help You, I don't mind :D Your health is most important :3
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:iconbernardumaine:
Bernardumaine Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010  Professional Traditional Artist
Hope you are well :-)
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
thank you Bernard. we have our ups and downs. i shall be back.
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:icons3ptic:
S3PTIC Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
:salute:
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
thank you.
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:iconthemadmulatto:
TheMadMulatto Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
Wait, I may have misunderstood something...
Shore pulling you away sounded like a wonderful thing.
Shit! SORRY, MAN! :cries:

I just see words differently. :(
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
lol its fine. i acutally did not consider the floods when i wrote this. but i am not affected by them yet.
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TheMadMulatto Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010
Oh good, but I wasn't thinking of the floods, really.
I thought about something else that I can't remember.

Ah well.

*waiting on the shore in a sleeping bag*
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010
its was probably the mental state you thought then cause that is what is implied by the shore pulls me further.
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:iconthemadmulatto:
TheMadMulatto Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010
Ain't "projecting" a bitch? :doh:
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2010
yea it used to be good 2 decades ago now the technology seems shit. i prefer my lcd or the new 3d tv.

not the projection we were talking about. :D
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:iconthemadmulatto:
TheMadMulatto Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2010
Of course not... off into space as always. :pills:
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2010
i thinks its times for shake and bake then
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:iconthemadmulatto:
TheMadMulatto Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
So you're handling things the way I do...
good luck with that!! :lmao:

Do I Have anything important to say?
Seems you're happy where you are for the moment.
GOOD!! :excited:
Glad to hear it! :heart:

We'll still be here & watching whenever you come back. :wave:

:spank: Love you! Miss you always...
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
yes this time around i am taking your stance on dealing things. mental matters.
that is what is keeping me away from here.
i am already friendless due to the mental shit, in my home town. something similar to what happened to possi,
but more so my mistakes i think. i am still not sure what was real.
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:iconthemadmulatto:
TheMadMulatto Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010
I have that problem day to day.
DAY TO DAY, DUDE.

I stay awake for days,
go to sleep,
wake up
and see all this art I've done,
all the things I've said...

Luckily no embarrassing shit so far,
but it's like a serious form of amnesia.
Scares the shit out of me sometimes.

Friendless?

We're married, remember?
;)

No worries, dude.
I'm here.
Might not be enough,
but you know there's some asshole out there
who knows what you go through.
Me living alone is a brave fucking thing,
but it would be worse without YOU.

:iconhitplz:
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 18, 2010
Damn luckily im not experiencing any amnesia, however my view on reality is i think a bit distorted, im taking and understanding things rather differently,
and finding hard to believe people.

yes friendless in the in the non binary world.
i remember we are married but not being able to do daily task everyday is taking its toll.

:iconhyperglompplz:
let me know how the oil rig thing is coming along. It will be a different new adventure.
and with your personality i believe adventures wont end.
today is a relatively good day/more so night. :)
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:iconthemadmulatto:
TheMadMulatto Featured By Owner Aug 19, 2010
Good night? I'm feelin' it, yeah. :)
Good for you on the positives. :tea::heart::tribute:


I can hear you've still got glue.
Sounding strong - and I feel I know you enough to be able
to say that with intelligence.

I only have Nancy in the flesh world.
She's moving in, you know.
She's got a healthy need to take care of someone / something.
Perfect timing, honestly.
Been starting to worry about myself a little.
Living alone seemed like a bad idea these last few months,
but not due to any emotion needs.
This should be interesting.

Not a husband, but she promises to cook. :iconchefplz:
Can't fuque with THAT.
Only think my kitchens good for to ME
is holding the litter box and the beer.

What's become of me :no:
Well, I still rock every now and then.
I appreciate the confidence ya have in me.
It goes miles. :iconcheerplz:

The Oil Rig...
I'm keeping my ear to the ground. :salute:

My personality 8-):camera: heh heh!
I'll let you know who arrests it next :roll:


In normal nueral function...
Some days are better than others without a map.
Have yet to find a perfect formula for even control with me.
If I ever need to know whats real, I know you'll be there for me.
It's mutual. :date:



Hang in there. Daily Tasks will come to you.

wrestling :? :iconbedsexplz:
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2010
Jesus!!!! litter in the kitchen. well i keep it too but i dont know every time you say it, it seems like the litter is in the fridge. i dont know why but i get that image. its nice youl have someone with you. hope you two dont get on each others nerves. but then again she's the cook so shut up and eat.:lol:

i wish there was wrestling in my daily task id be feeling much better.
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:iconthemadmulatto:
TheMadMulatto Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2010
I'll be shutting up, alright. :hungry:

Maybe you know me too well and that's why you
don't put it past me to have litter in the fridge.
It's not there, but *I* wouldn't put it past me.

Wresting.
I'LL fight ya! Let's go. :threaten:
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:iconsimple-minds:
simple-minds Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010  Hobbyist
I hope things are OK, and you weren't affected by the floods.
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
thank you the floods have yet to affect the city. i am safe from them.
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:iconviv-leoni:
Viv-Leoni Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
Take care, hope to see something from you as soon as you situation sets up again. :hug:
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
thanks vivian. infact i have been meaning to ask you, i want to invest in a low range slr or long zoom cam, something semi-professional would you mind suggesting a camera
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:iconviv-leoni:
Viv-Leoni Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
You mean a film camera?
How much is you budget frist of all?
And then tell me more or less what you're searching from a camera, i mean, doing street, nature, portraiture, wildlife, etc.
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
no actually a digi cam.
budget is 300-400 USD
you could consider me using the camera for almost everything.
its main purpose will be collecting references for myself so i would like to use in almost all environment.

i do not want anything new and flashy i am happy with bulky and old.
but i wanted good shutter and exposure control.
i did like the Pentax K-X. i know the mega pixel do not matter more, its more to do with the size and type of sensor.
if there is something better than the K-x i shall go for it otherwise i might settle with the pentax.
but its availability in my country is almost non existent so i was a little hesitant.
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:iconviv-leoni:
Viv-Leoni Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
Let me say that i don't know DSLR as well as film SLR but here's my opinions:
Pentax k-x is not a bad choice for an entry level. It also accepts easily the old K-mount Takumars (very grand lenses if you ask), and i suppose it accepts as much M42 adapters (for old and cheap lenses with a screw mount). It would be important for me for it's a great saving of money when you increase your skill and want to buy new lenses.
The entry level of Nikon (can't remember the name) is not so great, i don't feel like suggesting you that camera, while for Canon i think there's the Canon Eos 1000D at the same level which you might take in consideration expecially for the price with lens comprised. i suppose anyway that your budget it's a bit low, consider at least spending $400-500 for a body+lens (new). As for used gears i don't really know, but i've heard about fair deals with the Canon Eos 400D, 450D and 500D (for they were very popular). Before getting an used equipment make sure that everything is working fine, for they don't have anymore guarantee most of the times.
What do you think?
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
i will not buy a used one. might as well spend once for some time as you see $300 is a handsome amount for me and 400-500 is stretching it since i think 500= 45k for me. i shall look into the canon also and will decide which is better suited the Pentax or Canon. But i think i will be settling for canon since it is much cheaply repaired and more accessible here as opposed to the Pentax.

Thanks alot, you really help me narrow down my choices.
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:iconviv-leoni:
Viv-Leoni Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
I'm glad i do, because as i told you i have no great experience with digital cameras...
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
oh no problem by the end of the day you have more than i do.
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MBKKR Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
I was wandering as you live in Pakistan do you or your famillies live near the floods.
I see the images on the news but it looks pretty intense.
Hope everything is well.
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2010
fortunately we have not been hit by the flood till now, i live in Karachi which is situated on the coast of the country. but the floods are suppose to wash out through us in some time.
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MBKKR Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
That should become a mess...
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sadist-oldman Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2010
i hope not too much of a mess our government can be rather lazy.
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